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finluithiel) wrote2004-06-07 12:28 am
finluithiel) wrote2004-06-07 12:28 am
Scrapping
That's it. I've had enough. I'm going to PERMANENTLY DISCONTINUE Intertwined Realms. Maybe somebody else is going to finish it. I don't know. But I sure as hell know that I just couldn't. I've lost my momentum. I lost my focus. And worse of all, I LOST MY NOTES.
Every idea I think of always has to be written down because I forget things the next moment. But, if I already wrote it down, it would get out of my brain. Since I lost my chapter outlines for both fics when we bought our new CPU, I'm scrapping them both.
I'm frustrated. I have a headache. I just can't write too many works in progress! And what I post on the Net is what I intended to finish.
But it turns out that I can't. Because if I write more I'm going to implode on myself.
Which is a very bad thing.
I just hope that no evil, rampaging plot bunnies would hop around my brain within the next few months.
It's my junior year. My grades for this year are important because those numbers on the slips of paper given every quarter of the school year are the determining factors of my academic career in the teritiary level.
Grr.
I hate growing up.
Every idea I think of always has to be written down because I forget things the next moment. But, if I already wrote it down, it would get out of my brain. Since I lost my chapter outlines for both fics when we bought our new CPU, I'm scrapping them both.
I'm frustrated. I have a headache. I just can't write too many works in progress! And what I post on the Net is what I intended to finish.
But it turns out that I can't. Because if I write more I'm going to implode on myself.
Which is a very bad thing.
I just hope that no evil, rampaging plot bunnies would hop around my brain within the next few months.
It's my junior year. My grades for this year are important because those numbers on the slips of paper given every quarter of the school year are the determining factors of my academic career in the teritiary level.
Grr.
I hate growing up.