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1. My brain is slowly but surely turning to mush. I love Neurology, but it doesn't love me back :(

2. This video just about sums up my grade school days, only mine involved more hopscotch games and sliding down the stair banisters.

3. Decided to try using my watercolor pencils properly, not very happy with the result:




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It's a dire state of affairs indeed when your computer screen looks like this: kill me now please

...instead of this:
yayness

...when the module is expected to be a no-brainer.

FUCK YOU DERMATOLOGY.
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Things that I have realized in the past 24 hours:

1. I can, in fact, now join an SGD session without the levels of preparation I've done in my first two years of med school.

2. My brother has a huge fanboy crush on Ambeth Ocampo, and that's okay, because my fangirl crush on him started when I was around his age and it never went away.

3. My love of genderswap as a trope in fiction is rooted in my love for Doris from Akazukin Chacha and the Filipino dub of YuYu Hakusho, where Kurama was mistakenly identified as female by Filipino dubbers, and realized too late that "she" is, in fact, a he, and was genderswapped into maleness while in his kitsune form.
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My Facebook wall is still imploding with all the Pacquiao brouhaha. He really should have retired years ago, while he was still at the peak of his career.

In other news, I am slowly dying. What else is new?
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1. This is the 1000th entry I've posted on LJ! *\0/*

2. After all the whining I've done over the required philosophy courses I had to take in undergrad, it's a bit ironic that one of the things that got me through the 7-day exam-taking spree that I just finished was this thesis statement for my Ph 102 orals:
Anguish makes us realize the unachieved status of the self. The threat of non-sense necessitates hope.


3. Time to catch up on the fics I've passed over the past week! *goes off to read*
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1. Why I didn't start watching The Voice last season, I will never know. I find it more entertaining than American Idol these days.

2. The construction for TV5's new studio a few blocks away is more than halfway done, and by the time they're through and fully up and operational, I will never be able to get to school without encountering traffic, because, without a doubt, Willie Revillame's fans (may that repulsive man go and die in a fire) will camp out on the street waiting for a chance to get inside and be seen in his crazy-ass, creepy-and-sleazy-and-offensive-as-fuck noontime show. Argh.

3. My schedule, let me show you the madness *cries* )

4. JUST A LITTLE MORE THAN TWO WEEKS LEFT.
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1. The epic love story of Romeo and Juliet Romina and Julius as told through the medium of traditional Filipino verse had me rolling around in stitches xD

2. I first encountered Rafe Bartholomew when I read his article on the Ateneo-La Salle rivalry on the New York Times. Then I finished his book on Philippine basketball the other day. (Which I liked very much, despite not knowing much about the PBA--college basketball is more my thing, heh.) When a google search on the man revealed a promo vid he did for a meet-and-greet in New York last year, I think I fell in love. HAHA.

3. I still haven't studied for next week's comprehensive exams, la la la.
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1. Today's moment of weirdness: Our lecturer discussing The Fellowship of the Ring as a model for multidisciplinary care in oncology patients. I spent the last 15 minutes of the lecture cracking up like there's no tomorrow.

2. A recent conversation with my brother:
Brother: Ate, when I have a girlfriend, she must meet 3 criteria. One, she has to be pretty. Two, she has to have long hair. Three, she has to have good oral hygeine.
Me: You're only 8 years old! You have no reason to think about getting a girlfriend!

3. I AM SO TIRED. T__T
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1. 30 Day Song Challenge, Day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone

Igen og igen by Nephew



This song reminds me of Natacha, my cousin in Denmark, because this song was played everywhere when we were there. The title means "Again and Again," and that's the only part of the song that I understand, haha.

2. This made me think thinky thoughts at 4.30 in the morning. I got it from my class's tumblr. It's like our version of postcard secrets, only there aren't any postcards involved:
Kung mga baso tayo lahat, may mga taong masaya nang kalahati ang laman. Mediocre. May mga taong pupunuin ang baso. Excellent! Pero may mga taong hindi titigil hanggang umaapaw na ang baso. Magis. Aba eh kalokohan pala magpaka-Magis eh. Una sa lahat, sayang tubig. Pangalawa, nakakapagod dahil hindi mo alam kung kailan titigil, kung kailan sapat na.

(If everyone had a glass, there are people who'd be satisfied with filling it up halfway through. Mediocre. There are those who will fill it to the brim. Excellent! But there are people who will never stop until water overflows. Magis. Seeing it that way, being Magis is ridiculous. First, it would be a waste of water. Second, it's exhausting because you don't know when to stop, when you've given enough.)
Am I doing the right thing? Am I meant to be a doctor? The only thing that stops me from giving into those doubts is that I'm happy doing this, juggling medicine, public health, and management classes. Yes, the public health and management classes detract from the medical subjects, especially when I end up working on our research topic instead of studying for our weekly exams, but that's a really short-sighted view of the situation. Whether I end up in a clinic or in the communities, the soft skills that are being taught in those "extra" subjects are important. It doesn't matter how good a clinician you are, no patient will come to you if you don't know how to manage people.

Of course, I could just be rationalizing everything. Ateneo is really good at brainwashing its students. ;p
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1. XR2 by M.I.A. has been stuck in my head for ages.

2. I'm so tired. My circadian rhythm has been off since the start of the school year. On weeknights when I'm not busy, I used to be able to sleep from 10pm until 6am with no interruptions. Now it doesn't matter what time I sleep, I still get up at 2:30am, every morning, without fail. And by the time I'm ready to get back to sleep (~5:30-ish), it's time to get ready for class. Blegh.

On the one hand, I have plenty of time to read ahead/do homework/read fic. On the other hand, I fall asleep in class. I hope my body figures out how to fix itself soon *sigh*

3. We have exams every Monday for the rest of the school year. Goodbye, weekends! It was nice knowing you.

4. One of the Wild Mass Guessing entries for Rurouni Kenshin [warning: TVTropes link!] speculated that RK is set in the Marvel Universe, and the reason why almost everyone seems to be superpowered is because they're all mutants! I desperately want this fic to be written, like, yesterday.
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After every Medical Parasitology lecture, I get the urge to gulp down all the de-worming agents I could find. It really doesn't help that I have an inordinate fondness for sushi, sashimi, kilawin, and ceviche. Brr.
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1. I was sick off and on for the past two weeks. Blegh.

2. Why did the Spanish decide to establish Manila as the capital of the country when it's several inches below sealevel? Every time a typhoon gets together with a low pressure area and decide to make rain babies together, the entire region flies into a panic and Metro Manila turns into a horror-house version of a water theme park featuring muddy water, swimming rats more than a foot long from nose to tail, and cars stuck in traffic and/or floodwater.

3. Also, who decided to start the school year in June, when the goddamn monsoon and typhoon season is in full swing? It makes more sense to mimic the Western academic year and start in September and end in May. At least then classes won't be disrupted by huge-ass typhoons of doom. *sigh*

4. For some strange reason, last night I had a highly detailed dream about my encounter with a weird-ass cab driver last month. He asked me if he could play his music. I said I didn't mind. He then proceeded to root for his cowboy hat(!) under his seat, put on his aviator shades, and blasted Bon Jovi's songs from the 80's at full volume. So I woke up with "Livin' on a Prayer" playing in my head, and that particular earworm has yet to leave. Damn it.

5. FIGWIT = LINDIR? PLEASE LET THIS BE TRUE, I WILL LOVE PETER JACKSON FOREVER IF IT IS. The more I hear about The Hobbit film, the more I look forward to it. Hee!

oh god

9 June 2011 03:25 pm
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I thought I was ready for the new school year. I was kind of excited, even. Then I saw my schedule for the next 4 weeks:
in which a supposedly non-clinical module has far too many clinical subjects for my peace of mind )

Goodbye, personal life. I think we'll only meet again once I've adjusted my sleep schedule from 4.5 hours a night to just 3. (Methinks the tabs I'm going to accumulate for all the upcoming big bang fics will number in the hundreds, I can already tell. D:)
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In case you've forgotten, you have comprehensive exams on Anatomy, Physiology, Biochemistry, and Histology all to be held on Monday. That's a lot of exams crammed into just one day. And you've barely even cracked open your textbooks.

Stop watching and/or reading articles, talks, and lectures about economic and social reform. Stop thinking thinky thoughts that have nothing to do with what you're supposed to be worrying about. While they are indeed interesting and edifying and triggers your inner activist to get up and save the world one injustice at a time, it would not really help you in the long run if you fail your exams.

Sincerely yours,

Superego
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1. When I went inside my brother's room, he and our cousin were watching a documentary on Discovery Channel. I asked them what they were watching, and my brother replied, "We're learning about the workings of the cosmos! Did you know that dark matter holds the universe together with gravity?"

Sometimes, hearing him talk, I could almost forget that he's just 7 years old. Hanging around adults so much gave him weird speech patterns, I think.

2. Our required internship at an industrial setting just reinforced my belief that I'm not meant for a desk job. I don't mind the thinky part of it (which is what we do for our MBA subjects anyway), it's the whole claustrophobic setting of the office in close quarters with everyone doing their own shit that makes me want to wreak havoc just to break the monotony.

3. I can't wait for classes to start. (And I can't believe that I just wrote that.) They say that the second year of med school is the zombie year (or possibly the robot/android year, it depends on the type of geek you're talking to I guess). Well I say, BRING IT ON. I've been looking forward to tackling the more clinical stuff since my the first biochem lecture I sat through last year.
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1. I'm currently editing feature articles for the orientation kit we'll be giving to the next batch of freshmeatmen. If I see the phrase "with regards to" one more time I'm going stab someone's eye out with a fork. (And chances are it'd be mine, just so I could stop. Seeing. That. Phrase. EVERYWHERE. Argh.)

2. I still haven't finished House of Leaves because I get too involved with the story and the house freaks me out so much that I can't move on. I've never flinched from reading horror before, so I don't know what my hang-up is with this particular novel.

3. I've had a low-grade fever that comes and goes the past few days. I don't know if it's because of the weather or if it's psychosomatic or something else entirely. Whatever the reason, it's pissing me off. I can't concentrate on things properly, damn it. D:

4. Re-watched The Social Network the other day. My favorite part was the beginning, where we got to see LJ's old-school interface :D The rest of the movie is just one big "meh" though. Still can't see why people believe that it was worthy of a Best Picture nomination.
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I love today. Today may possibly be my favorite day this semester, because:

1. Research proposal panel defense takes place this afternoon. Which means after that, I'LL BE FREEEEEEE! \0/ Well, until ASMIP starts, that is and if I don't find myself in the removals list oh god PLEASE lower the MPL by 1 point, that's all I need!

2. NIGHT OUT! With friends who aren't with me at med school! WOO-HOO!

3. I can finally, finally work on the sizeable pile of books and DVDs I've been meaning to watch/read, but didn't have time for. And I'm gonna start with House of Leaves, America's Next Top Model, and Peacemaker Kurogane. WHEE!

hee!

15 March 2011 06:38 pm
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1. Today's Crowning Moment of Funny: "I'm being nice to you guys because one day, one of you will be touching my prostate." --Mr. P

2. I love this module's integration activity. I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Music and the brain! Celebrity guest speaker! Wheeee! :D

3. Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. P is my new idol. He made me forget the disappointment that is the second Neuroscience module exam, tomorrow's final exams, and the fact that I've yet to touch the research proposal due TOMORROW NIGHT AAAARRRGGGHHHHHH.

4. This afternoon's soundtrack:
- Field Day by Jim Chappell
- Tuwing Umuulan at Kapiling Ka by Eraserheads (and the Regine Velasquez version)
- Panalangin by APO Hiking Society
- Doobidoo by Kamikazee

5. OH GOD MIKEY BUSTOS. )

6. I am unaccountably giddy tonight. I should really start studying now.
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I spent most of today asleep. I'm irritated that I wasn't able to utilize independent study time to the fullest. Stuffing 130-odd students in an airconditioned classroom while the weather is wonkier than a wonky thing just turns said classroom into a petri dish for pathogens to thrive in. Urgh.

Things to do:
Monday: Neurological Examination practicals (AM)
Tuesday: Neurophysiology lecture exam (AM); public health/management report for the module integration activity (PM)
Wednesday: Module finals (PM); email public health research proposal to adviser

Friday: Submission of research proposal hardcopy for panel reviewers

I just want to sleep until I feel better. D:
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1. BRAAAAAAIIIIINNNNNNNNSSSSSS. ALL I SEE ARE BRAAAAAIIINNNSSSS. Brains in the morning, brains in the afternoon, and brains in the evening! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BRAAAAIIINNNSSSS. I wish I were a zombie so I can appreciate all the BRAAAAIINNNNSSS I've been exposed to. D:

2. It is a sad state of affairs indeed when you consider that one of the most creative things I've done in the past six months is to draw BRAAAAAAIIIINNNNSSSSS in all their glory. )

3. THIS HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR AGES AND AGES:

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